On my heart

I wrote a few days ago about being broken emotionally. About the fear and panic taking over. That is better, mostly. But I realize I am changed forever. I haven’t asked why or why me during this. I do not really desire to struggle with that. Maybe that [...]

Broken. Enough?

When fear and panic kick into overdrive
I mentioned before that I have been having trouble breathing and bordering on panic attacks again. I have been having nightmares since I lost the baby. I have been awakened numerous times with the fear of my dreams feeling so real. So real that I bolt [...]

Learning to Breathe

I found myself counting again last night. We were just sitting down to dinner, getting the younger ones situated in their seats, about to say the blessing when it hit me. It caught me off guard, too. I have talked before about the counting. This time it was different. Yes, [...]

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