On my heart
I wrote a few days ago about being broken emotionally. About the fear and panic taking over. That is better, mostly. But I realize I am changed forever. I haven’t asked why or why me during this. I do not really desire to struggle with that. Maybe that [...]
Learning to Breathe
I found myself counting again last night. We were just sitting down to dinner, getting the younger ones situated in their seats, about to say the blessing when it hit me. It caught me off guard, too. I have talked before about the counting. This time it was different. Yes, [...]
It’s about to rain again
Literally. I can hear the thunder in the distance. It matches my mood today. That does not have to be a bad thing either. Rain is good. Rain cleanses the earth. Rain makes the grass grow. Rain is free. Rain is fresh and natural. Rain. [...]
Pass the remote, can we just fast forward
I am so tired of crying. I know it is still fresh. I know I am supposed to be sad. I can not imagine that anyone wants to read the description of the images in my head of what I keep seeing and feeling. It is not pretty. I wish I [...]
