Learning to Breathe
August 16, 2008 by SmockLady
Filed under Family, Life, Miscarriage, Seven
This entry is part 7 of 8 in the series Learrning to dance in the rainI found myself counting again last night. We were just sitting down to dinner, getting the younger ones situated in their seats, about to say the blessing when it hit me. It caught me off guard, too. [...]
It’s about to rain again
August 15, 2008 by SmockLady
Filed under Family, Life, Miscarriage, Seven
Literally. I can hear the thunder in the distance. It matches my mood today. That does not have to be a bad thing either. Rain is good. Rain cleanses the earth. Rain makes the grass grow. Rain is free. Rain is fresh and natural. Rain. [...]
Pass the remote, can we just fast forward
August 14, 2008 by SmockLady
Filed under Family, Life, Miscarriage, Seven
I am so tired of crying. I know it is still fresh. I know I am supposed to be sad. I can not imagine that anyone wants to read the description of the images in my head of what I keep seeing and feeling. It is not pretty. I wish I [...]




